Superhead attempted to get all reflective in a new blog entry posted on her website. Strap your boots on because this shiz is deep.

In December
by Karrine Steffans
December 12, 2008, 11:51 am

There is calm and a real sense of direction and I am saticfied.

As the rest of the world scuttles around looking for that perfect gift for that perfect person, I have already found that gift. I have already found that person.
Something wonderful happens when one comes into her own, when she knows who she is and what she wants and deserves out of life. And suddenly, there is this silence as if the rest of the world does not exist. Then, one day, she realizes that notion is not hyperbolical but is, in actuality, actual.

In my life, the rest of the world does not exist since I have created one of my own; a world filled with love, inner peace, patience and understanding. There are times when I have been loud, obnoxious, unhinged and clawing out of desperation. There was a time when I had to put-on for a desired result. Well, now, I no longer desire that result and have found strength in the silence.

This is the perfect gift.

And through the cleansing, a few people have fallen by the wayside and are being left behind in the wake of my growth and propulsion. And though this may seem as some sort of cataclysmic catastrophe, leaving bodies scattered, bloodied, bruised and swollen along the way, it’s actually the most pleasant eradication for which one could hope. In fact, it is not only the product of but, also, the reason for my forward movement.

What is left is my core. Those people who love me and want only the very best for my life and, therefore, deposit their very best into it. What is left is the friend.

This is the perfect person.

So as I sit in bed, smack-dab in the middle of the holiday season, the world outside is hurried but my pace is steady and my footing is secure. I love deeply and with the intent of doing so indefinately. I smile at my foes and welcome their disdain for it only allows me to love those who love me even more and be thankful that my life allows no place for such revulsion. Then, I smile a little more since, because of that, I am more blessed than those who come against me.

Here, I breathe a sigh of relief.

And here, I continue building castles.

As for work, The Vixen Manual is well on its way, with its online ad campaign debuting at Karrine.com in January and its bound galleys being presented to members of the press in February.
In the interrim, there are exciting new relationships with Telepictures, E! Entertainment, an undisclosable radio conglomerate, Fox Studios, World of Wonder, and the relaunch of Honey Magazine.The results of these relationships will be announced at an appropriate time and I am very much looking forward to all the future has to offer.

Also, Karrine.com is currently being rebuilt and I have added new features in the process. Beside for a direct link to this blog, which I am calling KarrineCast [Scribe], an additional tab leads readers to Twitter Contributor Weekly, or TwitCon, where random members of my Twitter group blog about the week’s events. I have renamed KarrineTV, KarrineCast [Optic] and when the site is finished being rebuilt, the reason for the name change will become obtusely obvious.

So, there it is, December, all wrapped up in pretty paper with the perfect bow. To you, I wish a pleasant adieu until the new year.

All the best of life and love,
Karrine

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